I’ve always had a soft spot for autumn.
My birthday is at the beginning of October, which probably helps! For me, that feeling of a fresh start arrives in September, with the beginning of the school year here in the UK. January might have the official title. September has the stationery!
Then there are the jumpers, tights and boots. The pleasure of thinking about a new look.
A fresh notebook with all its possibilities. And new projects. Because surely a new notebook deserves something interesting to do.
There’s something about this season that makes change feel inviting. Not a stern instruction to improve myself. More a sense of, “Oooh, what could come next?”
November isn’t just a waiting room for January.
Now it’s 1 November, and there’s another familiar feeling creeping in. The run-up to Christmas. As much as I try not to think about it yet, December starts taking up space in our heads before it’s even arrived.
Plans, arrangements and everything that apparently needs doing “before Christmas” begin to crowd the calendar. It becomes remarkably easy to say: “I’ll think about that in the New Year.”
Sometimes, that’s a sensible decision. We have real responsibilities and finite energy. Not everything needs to happen now. But sometimes January becomes a very convenient place to put something we want, but feel uncertain about starting. The project we keep thinking about. The choice we’ve been circling. The change that matters to us, but never quite makes it to the top of the list.
January starts to look suspiciously like a storage cupboard for postponed intentions. And the trouble is, we’ll still be ourselves when we open that cupboard.
A new date doesn’t automatically mean a new response If we’re used to putting our own wishes last, a fresh calendar won’t necessarily change that. If our instinct is to wait until everything else is sorted, there’s a fair chance we’ll find something else that needs sorting in January. It’s not a character flaw. It’s a pattern. Familiar responses can feel so reasonable that we don’t think to question them. “Not now” may be the right answer. But it’s worth noticing whether it’s a considered choice or simply our usual one.
For women, particularly if we’ve spent years responding to other people’s needs and expectations, that distinction can matter. We can be very good at keeping life moving while leaving what we want on hold. A useful question might be: “Am I choosing to wait, or am I waiting because that’s what I usually do?” No reprimand required. Just an honest answer.
There’s still room for something good this year.
This isn’t a suggestion to squeeze an entire reinvention between now and Christmas. November does not need another deadline. Neither do we. But there’s a difference between changing everything and beginning something.
We might give a project its first proper hour of attention.
Make a decision we’ve been avoiding.
Notice when we’re about to agree to something automatically, and pause long enough to consider whether we want to.
Small doesn’t have to mean insignificant. A modest change, chosen deliberately, can matter more than an ambitious January promise made because we feel we ought to have one. And starting now doesn’t commit us to racing through December. We can begin at a pace that respects the life we actually have.
Let change have pleasure in it.
We often talk about change as though it must begin with dissatisfaction. Something has to be wrong. We have to reach the end of our patience. We need to give ourselves a sufficiently stern talking-to. But interest is a perfectly good starting point. So is enjoyment. So is the quiet thought, “I’d like more of that.” It’s possible to appreciate the life we’ve built and still want parts of it to be different. Gratitude doesn’t oblige us to keep everything exactly as it is.
That’s what I like about autumn’s fresh-start feeling. There’s anticipation in it. The notebook won’t make the decision for us, but the pleasure of opening it needn’t be dismissed either. Change can take courage and still have some enjoyment in it.
An invitation, not an assignment.
As we look towards the New Year, perhaps we can leave a little room for this year too. Not to catch up. Not to prove how much we can achieve before 31 December. Simply to give something we want a place in our lives now, rather than automatically handing it over to a future version of ourselves. Christmas can be on the horizon without everything else going on hold.
What’s one change you’d enjoy beginning before the year is out?
Your fresh start doesn’t need to wait.
For women in their 40s and beyond, a fresh start doesn’t have to mean reinventing everything in January. It can begin with deciding what you want next and noticing the patterns that keep getting in the way.
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